Life Alternates

I silently parse the feelings hidden into words,
Using each step I take to feel out a new tomorrow with a strong, unfaltering gaze. However, this path is leading me to a maze.

I want to be someone who can accept any future that comes; that infamous person that despises myself.
My identity is not the true entity.
It may seem tremendous and stupendous but can be also horrendous.

I can’t look back now at this perpetual world that keeps recurring catastrophes and tragedies.
We see these grotesque facial distortions but just watch and let it pass. I thought there were four but there were no more.

Now I give way to my dashing momentum, toward to an expanding world, always hearing that monotonous, tedious, and treacherous tone.
Believing there’s an answer within this changing fate.
The unchanging dream I drew out so vividly that day, this pensive nightmare won’t overcome me.
Will surely take me past the limits I felt.

If I use an unwavering voice, I’m sure it will be heard;
At least until I arrive there myself.

The answers that come pouring out validate this unyielding wish, but those complicit people always cause chaos than being benevolent.
Always concealed and trapped in this solitude space.
And the song free of lies that is born from it creates powerful footprints in rhythm.

I’ll forget the me who managed by deliberately not to notice,
And head for a place that I can simply shine.

I’ll connect the rift between wavering emotions and deleterious pain. These aristocracies cause plenty​ of atrocities.
Heading toward the far off scenery I drew a straight line to the perpetrator but will eradicating help?
Even if my illusions and my neuroses come back to back,
I’m aiming for the moment I can take it all in hand and defend these adversities.

Set it on repeat, infinitely getting closer and closer;
Reaching my hand out to a distant, blurry sky.

Amidst whispering rain, the sound of my heart comes to fruition, kindly wrapping me tight. I greatly appreciate this adoration and your admiration.
The more I was hurt, the more I sought after it; the promise I made back then continues on…
You always receive but you also deceive.

All this hatred and ignominy and me acting moronic. This cruel destiny disgusted either I have my life with my psychosis mind or leave this earth. Our life expectancy can be low but we can't blow our expectations. I know at some point I will release my final breath. Not for all this death.
Through all the dreaded dead.
Through all these dreaded years.
We face our inevitable and occurring fears.

As faime corrodes us, violence is not silence and death is not our immediate fate as one awaits and is a relief for many, a detrimental and dreadful empathy, but a end to all...

Slice of Life: Arguments and disputes

Past couple of days my mom and step dad had been settling with plenty of complaints to each other. There hasn't been to much yelling at each other but noting that conflicting or major yet. Anyway, today was an interesting an mind boggling with what occured today. Basically the landlords from downstairs came to discuss somthing with my parents. My step dad didn't agree with what they said and as usual you would of expected yelling and uncivilized talking. I didn't even know that my landlords had so much intensity inside them and tumultuous voices. I was in disbelief when they were yelling, I couldn't really infer or interpret what they were brutally talking about. I think it was somthing about the rent and the messages, I'm not really sure? I despise hearing and noticing these stressful disputes. I know at some point in our life we all have to face this cruel and these disgusting arguments or escalating into somthing more than that. Overall, today was a unpleasant and horrid day but not as worst, because everyone cool down by doing somthing serenely or tranquil. So as of right now we might be moving in 2 months since the landlords might want us out of here after my step dads talk with them. But I know it will get better later on. I'II just have to wait and see what the future beholds and how the outcome can be remarkable. I wanted to write this blog to get my feelings out for today as the past few days ago. Thanks for reading and bye!

Atrocities In Our World

There are plenty of causalities around the globe and you may already hear about some of them. Global warming, famine, scarity/poverty, overpopulation, war's etc. There are just innumerable of abundance of these issues that occur around us every second. But, by changing our acts now we can potentially aid us along the way by using change. As we had a discussion in class about change and how there are plenty of problems and we use our selfs to change the world. People think as a supporter or activist like Selena Gomez who is famous and helps out on her own time by doing what she loves and has a passion for and as well including her singing. But, you don't have to be a popular celebrity, for instance Malala wanted to change her outlooks on how she wants an education and on how women should be considered citizens too. She wasn't the most famous people and she lived in poor living conditions where she was vulnerable and she brought change to many other people and that generates a chain cycle of change. Yes there is many perpetrations and catastrophic tragedies happeing. As the future may look bleak and rumors are going around that WW3 might break out we can use what we have to change our world because we can do what we need to do to make this world a much safer place and beyond. Wanted to write this blog to show my feelings on our world and furture. Bye thank your for reading!

Stereotypes affecting us

There are plenty of stereotypes out there and that can harm people around the world. I think the main stereotype that I see outside or on the internet is rascim. We all heard about this cruel, foul word and it creates this cycle of animosity and hatred towards others. People in this world see this threat to them and that automatically makes them dangerous just because of their race. Muslim's for instance were in sever danger living in the U.S after 9/11 and people think as them as terriorest, so I feel like society thinks as other races as this malice, notorious race. It also correlates to my reading blog were I wrote about Ask Me No Questions and I discuss about the book and my analysis on it. The quote from the book that I felt like it's inspiring and an uprising is "America in the days of terrorism, orange alerts, and the Patriot Act, and a moving and important story about something most people take for granted-citizenship and acceptance in their country." Again I already stated this in my reading blog but I really do like how the book synthesized with terrorism and acceptance towards people. Overall, plenty and numerous of people are being effected by stereotypes at this second. I hope we can resolve this because the world might be declining into a bleak, crucial, and devastating circumstance. Here is an article describing how to ease stereotypes. http://www.medialit.org/reading-room/how-break-stereotype

Nearing towards the end of middle school

I'm glad I accomplished and completely did what I needed to do for the end of the school year. But, at the same time I do feel sorrow and mourn. After middle schools ends (and summer break) I have to go to high school and possibly face more opportunities and obstacles moments in my life. As I was starting the first quarter I felt cheerful and delighted that high school will be a long way. But, now it's fourth quarter I feel more nervous that the end is nearing and a new fresh start later on my life. I know that I succeeded in what I needed to and go towards. I do like obtaining the nesscary options I have and receiving them with great effort. Now that middle ends and high school nears, I feel a bit joyful but also scared a tad bit. And not just high school but overall thought my life college, careers, relationships etc. I just want something that's best for me and everyone else around me that I cherish. Anyway, I just wanted to write this short blog to show my feeling and perspective towards the end of the school year and my future beyond high school. Hope your enjoy and bye!

Extraordinary Spring :)

When spring is around the corner I feel jovial, delighted, and thankful that the weather is in it's moderate decent weather. Things I enjoy about spring is the weather, flowers blooming, tress regenerating it's color and the time of Easter. (Well it already past) I also like to be organized when Spring is here. I just like being tidy and clean. I'm not very of an meticulous or scrupulous person but at times I like to be clean. Anyway, beside discussing about Spring, my Easter this year was more interesting than any of the other Easter's I had. Eventually, my mom told me we were going to visit my step family in Indiana. Later they decided to do on Easter since my mom and my stepdad were postponing the trip for a while. Took 3 hours to to depart and go towards my step families house. On Easter we usually go to church, however, we didn't this year since my step family doesn't celebrate Easter. (FYI my step family doesn't celebrate any holidays) I should of expected because I was receiving intimations that my step family doesn't celebrate a thing! I was flabbergasted and distraught but I respected and appease to their beliefs but I would celebrate what I believe. Anyway, I just wanted to talk about Spring in general and my Easter. Bye and have a stupendous day!

Freedom Writers: Annotations/Thoughts

I would like to say that this was an astonishing, marvelous, and incredible movie on how it discusses some controversial topics. What I noticed in the movie was racism, gang violence, and correlation towards the holocaust. Some of these teens were going through at a young age seeing mortality struck at them and brutal, horrendous images. Some were probably going through depression, anxiety, and other unpleasant factors occurring in there lives. But this one teacher swifted these students towards someone new that will change the, into a terrific person. I really like how this teacher want's to support and actually want to help these students then letting them rot until they parish. I also feel like this relates towards the education factor today of how teachers are not to be friends with you or a great bond. There just there to teach you, but now schools are trying to engage more people with their teachers to have a more healthy attitude. Anyway, this movie made me intrigued to watch more and I was also apprehensive and anticipating that fatality's can occur. The section that made me gasp and think was when the teacher showed them the photo depicting of a black's man corpse dead. She discuss that some harsh things to these students and this teacher cares for these students than just being a regular teacher that doesn't care at if they fail. I also feel that most of the adults in this movie are the antagonist. I thought the students were this negative and notorious entity, but I realized that these adults are not helping them succeed. But this one teacher wanted to change the outlooks on life then there horrid moments they had in their past. Because, they aren't the one's who is malicious the threats in their life are and they change their way not them. If they hadn't had anything that's extremely threating then they will be more of a positive, hospitable people. I feel like overall the movie message was to change your ways before it's too late. Let's face it their are atrocious causalities in our world but we can take minimal steps towards these gigantic catastrophe harms. Overall, I really do enjoy how the movie implemented all these problems from history and today. My final rating on this movie is 10 out of 10! 😄 Here is the website towards the Freedom Writers foundation. http://www.freedomwritersfoundation.org