Worst Argument

I can recall the last time I had an horrible/profundity argument. Actually I was discussing about today, I was talking to my friend and it was about. Should people show skin off in public or it only applies to beaches or pools? So I was saying that people should not show off more skin then usually only in aquatic areas. My friend stated that there is already people like man disposeing their shirts and being shirtless. He also said for woman, in certain areas that is near the proximity of the pool or beach then it's alright. Then I said that, what if the lady wears her bikini or swimsuit out of public. He was flabbergasted and then said, well I can understand that's inappropriate in a food court or movie.

Then he said how about there's a concession stand at the other side of the road, and the lady want's to cross the other side to get there. I was saying why would there a stand on the other side of the street and not on the beach area. I also said in Lake Michigan, there's a ship that has drinks and foods on the beach section. Then he said, that's what I'm saying, if the lady want's to cross and it's in the vicinity or close by the beach. He also said that it's fine that she is close by. I also said that showing off too much skin can be considered a bit nude but not fully. As we both ramble on and defend our statement we finally agreed to stop and decided that we're getting no were. I did learn that arguments can be interesting and can be countless amount of time talking, but I found it enjoyable to talk specific topics that people debate about and still can't a compromise consensus.

What makes me more confident or have aspects that me more powerful.

What I do well in and succeed more is school. Being taught something then learning how to use it makes me feel like that I'm being educated and powerful. As I started Elementary school and went foward. I struggled through my academics and gain a bit more confidence towards the end of my Elementary years. As I transition into middle school and found out that I am more capable of succeeding. I notice that I can do what I need to become a successful student. As I went into 8th grade I feel like I'm accomplishing math, which was the subject I was most struggling in. As well doing much more better in school than I was before. So I had a confidence boost and feel motivated to do much more. But, the one setback that I still need a bit more working on is my articulation skills or public speaking. As I was kid I was mortify speaking about anything I have to present. But, as the years went by I change from not being as vulnerable to public speaking to defeating this struggle bit by bit. And as I practiced more it wasn't as devastating as I use to know. Overall, I excel in school by doing as much as I can and my flaw is that speaking in public can be tough, but I can pass this obstacle that has been blocking me. Anyway, thank you for reading my blog bye!

Poem: Where I'm From

Where I’m From poem

Beneath the ground
comes a new entire system.
From creative and blooming
bright colors.
Where treasure and life grow.
New and old pity things parish.
They come and go by.

Feeling Remorseless and dread the things that we see.
Conceding the life we desired or want.
Plagiarizing others to be itself.
Nothing to do but make another rebirth.
Replying the lives or recycling them.
Repeatedly ask for more than needed.

As time and illusions integrate together.
The present self and future life may
be a resonance towards one another.
As we may do what we need to.
Where things become bleak.
But, to grow and become what needs to be done.

My winter break: Christmas/NewYears

This Christmas and New Years was different from the others I had. After I got home before the day school ended, I was glad and jovial that I can have two weeks off of school. As I saw garbage, unwanted dirty dishes, and feces on the floor. (my disgusting dog awww) So I deciced to do my chores since it was the holidays and my mom get's home pretty late. As I finish my chores and wash my hands. I felt genious that I did what I needed and help out my mom by not letting her take a pile of disaster. As Christmas Eve came around I felt a bit remorse. I didn't really know why I felt that way but I know that I had a positive cherrful feeling. But as I said this Chirtmas for me was shifted and twisted then I used to know. I didn't go as usally to my grandparents house and spend Christmas Eve over there. And I didn't get up in the morning on Christmas Day and open my gifts than I was used too. Instead, my family drove to Indiana for this Chirstmas. 

This also ties into New Years with my other half of my family. I couldn't really Identify which part of my family I know. As 2016 ended to it's final last days. I was introcuded more into my unknown family. And as 2017 came along I know that I was going to have more relaships with my step-family. When my mom was devorced with my father when I was child, about 3 years old. And as I grew up and moved through my life, so many changes happened to me. But, around the age of 8 years old I actually got to be with my dad more and more. I slept over and had  marvelous times with my dad and came back home on the weekends. But one night as I slept over, my dad... filled with rage, anger, and totally misbehavior. I felt frightin at that age and I wanted to go home after that. As my dad heard me telling me that " I want to go back home!" He threw his phone in the small trash can that laid adjacent to his bed. I knew why he threw his phone because he did't want me to call my mom. My dads mom came out of her room and took me with her and explain my dad has been going through advertises at his life. She later called my mom and my mom drove here an hour later. As I saw my mom in the car outside I knew that I felt safe. Ever since today I have my mind ratling if I should go see him again or call him.  

Now that I've been expose to my step-family more and more through 2016 and still in 2017. I feel like there is more out there to see and experience. So as I went to Indiana and visit my know new other half of my family. I can see how everyone get's along differently. I also have a step-brother which is interesing because I had 2 sisters and one brother. But my brother and sister are from my dad'a side left me. So now I have my older sister which is from my mom side. So having another sibling is very supportive to have around. He's very meticeulous and immaculate when it comes to clothing. I don't get to see him often, only on the weekends. But as I come to a consensus and a resolution to my blog. I just want to say that 2017 and forward, I'm looking to more opportunities and new fresh things coming towards me. Anyway, thanks if you liked my blog. Do you had any family issues?